Monday, 27 April 2009
Ends and Means
Fixation
If my eyes are fixed
On the shimmering of leaves and sunlight floating
Against the infinite blue,
It seems a mystery what faculty
Suspends colorful clusters in the air
And maybe that’s okay
If my eyes are fixed
On the unmoving pillar of bark plunging
Into a sea of earthen waves
And grassy blades
It is easily forgotten what a colorful offering
These intent, steady limbs
Hoist up to the heavens;
And I ...
Can’t float or sway
Against the infinite blue,
Become anchored,
Imprisoned behind bars,
Behind the barky pillars
Of rigidity
For though I have feet
I cannot stand without purpose,
Lifeless as a stump
With nothing to reach for,
Nothing to grasp and hoist to the heavens
We Need a Fix, Dig?
We're a quick-fix society--
sometimes the solution bring more pollution,
physical sickness, confusion--
Sometimes resolutions and revolutions
produce an infusion
Of instability,
sin, inability
To beneficially
see within...
We're a quick-fix society--
but quick fixes inflict and nix us,
pimp-tricks us
drug addicts us and wrong-acquits us;
does not forgive but forgets us--
A quick fix is the hitch
(not to the bridge but to the ditch
filled with Troubled Water)
not laid down for us but on us;
forced and thrust upon us;
Demonic plague bubonic chronically
Oppressing, depressing, suppressing
the instinct to be n sync-
chronization--
not a boy band or a nation,
but a spiritual relation...
Communications of revelations--
Dreams to be seen;
Not just heard, not just words,
Not contrived and psycho-analyzed...
...but REAL-ized
We're a quick-fix culture;
tend to look down on our problems
Like a vulture,
we pounce and devour;
Pick apart but disregard
the heart, that part
That gives us Life--
By the time we stop flying
and circling over the issue, the dying
and dead tissue, lifeless
Once priceless;
now waste,
wantonly sacrificed
In the name of our Ways,
In the games of our haste,
unchaste; we stand blamed
Too calloused to feel our face to the flames--
not of Hell from the next life, but this;
to which we're all witnesses
Yet we can't tell we're inside it,
mindless, and trying
To contrive a cure...
...which itself is impure
Of Rhyme
At times, rhymes, imbibed by the mind
Shine bright
So Night might try and remind Mind
To eye behind, inside,
Or to rewind
Try as Night might, such trial is trite;
"Out of sight, out of mind"--
With rhymes so bright, Night tries
To ignite...can't find the fire, he tires, retires
To spite this Light, no fire can light,
Nor line, nor rhyme take flight in plight;
Cannot inspire, must too retire
So Night tried to fight this Light--
So bright was this Light
That Night himself lost his sight, was blinded
Where's the line 'tween Night and Light?
Can't find it; all are blinded
For blindness reckons Light to be Night;
Night to be Light;
The line, blindness remembers not--is lost, like Rhyme...
...In a sea of itself
The Creation
Words unfurl as eyes behold a cosmic denouement;
page after page, turn on, turn on
As though out of a coloring book
(where the lines
are constituted as our possibilities
of which the forms
are sculpted by our experiences)
Is color a mere pigment...
...or a mental figment?
Imagined or imaged,
by rays of light...
...all but the final product out of sight?
A trompe-l'oeil, foiling the senses...
...or a double-entendre mantra of verb tenses?
Seen or heard,
as in figures or pictures
of speech and in word...
modes and scales
and notes impale
pedestrian auditory perception
of spoken word,
Spilling colorful blood,
filling a mind feeling,
seeing with closed eyes, with third eyes;
the soul's eyes revealing the concealed--inner being
(where we know
that we make color;
but not with crayons and brushes...
where our art
is animated by our blood, by our heart,
dynamically rendered
by our creativity and love,
which transform the world
as though from outside, above;
these invisible hands fashioning
the world to visions from the artists mind put upon canvas)
Truth Lies
truth lies in
seeing the world through the eyes
of truth and lies;
the truth in lies
out-lies guidelines and other lines drawn black-and-white,
the "separate but equal" power of either side
is segregated to the detriment of linking ties,
whose truth is called "lie"
truth lies in
seeing the world through its eyes
and finding the truth in such "lies";
the truth lies within,
and dies if contrived or derived or brought outside,
where in times of high tide
mere words collide in the fight to decide;
and the will to find meaning is its suicide
this "spin" cycle is a machine, aye,
but not for washing; for it is a lie that one should sin against sin
one cannot try to spin against spin,
for clockwise and counter may divide the hemispheres,
but a wise encounter with Truth
renders hemispheres merely as image-mirrorers
Man vs The Man
Man is a subject; "The Man" is the object [ionable]
Man is subject to his free spirit; "The Man" fears it
Because Man as spirit is infinite capacity;
Passionate yet rational tenacity to pursue veracity
"The Man" is more animal than rational;
His actions capture the soul without rapture,
Making his boundless component
Be taken as his own opponent,
The exponent of which is the etherial
Idolatrous deification of the material,
Making the fear of his own liberty
The energy and force
By which he divorces
From the image of his inception,
Sinning in his conception
Of objective rejection...of the Truth
And introspection is reckoned
To make object the subject of its discourse
And in its course, trying in vain
To make something from nothing til nothing remains
And he's driven insane cause its more nothing
That he's making cause he's taking the tool of the word
Which was meant to be a vessel
But he's treating the means as an end in itself
So that the end of itself simply means
The loss of meaning so that no ends are meeting;
Meaning: our meetings are meaningless, empty, just shells
And we've dumped out the wine trying to drink the cup itself;
The empty word we have for that which once was called "hell"
Has been extracted, not abstracted; got us locked in our cells
We sell ourselves for property
We tell ourselves was probably properly
Our natural right...which may be right,
But supernatural light outshines and consumes, its fire
Illuminates where doom is
Met by the body which we clothe in luxury
When the decaying structures we
Hide behind are finally stripped away...
Nothing in our nakedness can cover our shame;
We are not found worthy of earning our name;
We stand graceless until we face this, lest we stand blamed